Depression is stasis. I don't feel like working (in or out). I feel like falling down the lonely left; loser that I am. If I feel this way after a round, then I will go and do what I feel is my calling.
I gave a stripper a 20 and she got mad at me. Perhaps she thought I wanted more than just to watch her dance. She did not realize that money means little to me. Perhaps I did want to get to know her. I think she called herself 'Destiny'. She worked out and had muscles. I thought she was attractive
The world rolls over me with a steam roller flattening me out. So cars can drive over me. I am impotent. My anger is an importance. I steals in and possesses me, then leaves. I am helpless. I am no savior; I am nobody.
To be or not to be..........If I am nothing, it is no crime to take my leave of this place, where fuck is dirty but kill is OK. will I stall further or else. It is fear that keeps me here.
I gave a stripper a 20 and she got mad at me. Perhaps she thought I wanted more than just to watch her dance. She did not realize that money means little to me. Perhaps I did want to get to know her. I think she called herself 'Destiny'. She worked out and had muscles. I thought she was attractive
The world rolls over me with a steam roller flattening me out. So cars can drive over me. I am impotent. My anger is an importance. I steals in and possesses me, then leaves. I am helpless. I am no savior; I am nobody.
To be or not to be..........If I am nothing, it is no crime to take my leave of this place, where fuck is dirty but kill is OK. will I stall further or else. It is fear that keeps me here.
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